Henry Not a day goes by when I’m not thinking of you in despair at our loss. And your future that should have been. And how simple it happened and you disappeared forever never to be seen or heard again. I still can’t believe you have gone No warning No second chance. No talking or reaching out. You made a decision and you were gone. You were so so young but also so so wise clever and intuitive Beyond your years It was black and white for you but you were usually right in your thoughts but not this one my son because it was clouded by an illness that had taken over you. Each day brings breathlessness thinking what has happened and how could this devastation be. What should we have done different. How must have you been thinking. How sad you must have been feeling Were you lonely and feeling abandoned . Why Could you not see you had a future and loved ones all around. You could grow and learn to live with your feelings and thoughts and so would others. What you have missed what could you have become. The simple pleasures of life to enjoy Driving a car Having a girl friend Drinking a beer Enjoying a meal Going on holiday These thoughts sadden me to the core and will do for eternity . We miss you so so much my son You were a part of me which has gone The blue eyes The long fingers The blonde hair The mannerisms with your hands The stubbornness and determination all me. But you had much more, from your mum you were handsome,Kind, gentle.considerate, loving ,clever at drawing, writing and art. And not forgetting the pc,and that beautiful 😊 You could not see it in the fog. But you had such a bright future which we will never see. It is tragic that we all couldn’t get you better and rescue you. I hope we all go on after this life and you are in a better place, Goodbye for now Henry Oliver Tucker Goodbye my love Xxxx