Henry I soon realised that this would be a life sentence, living without you the emptiness I felt when I saw you had gone on that dreadful and catastrophic night nothing will be the same again especially times like Christmas . Our trusted furry friends help us all including your Tsuki. And basil And you would love daisy You were happily in my dreams again last night. They all seem real and that you are alive and happy and I cherish you even more. You were playing and wrapped up warm it seemed heavenly I was talking to you And then I awaken with the reality that you are still gone, but in my heart I hope our dreams are somehow real in another dimension and you are communicating that everything is ok, will see you again one day. Love you my darling HenryXx